No, you know I can't do that

She smiles. The loveliest view for tired mind, the promise of joys to come. It’s so easy to immerse in it..

Yet, in the back of my mind, an uncertainty is getting its due attention. The invisible wall is erected ever so swiftly after being totally shattered hours ago.

You should just let it go…

… Sorry, it’s one thread I can’t willingly snap.